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I have a story
I wasn't able to speak
I wasn't able to do anything
To defend myself
I was scared to change a thing
So I drowned in my hole
In my nightmare and my horror
Place all my traumas came from
I was scared to confront it
They used to tell me I'm not capable
And that everything is my fault
I used to feel so f cking hateable
There was nothing I could hold on
So I lived in fear miserably
The way no one has to live their life
Until the tragic event happened
It changed it drastically for bright
All this stress just showed me
That life is too short
To live that way
And too cheat on myself for too long
For now I'm free
Soon it will be 5 yrs
Since I was saved
I no longer let the fear
Control me and take
Everything I am
I will never fake
My feelings for myself
I wasn't able to do anything
To defend myself
I was scared to change a thing
So I drowned in my hole
In my nightmare and my horror
Place all my traumas came from
I was scared to confront it
They used to tell me I'm not capable
And that everything is my fault
I used to feel so f cking hateable
There was nothing I could hold on
So I lived in fear miserably
The way no one has to live their life
Until the tragic event happened
It changed it drastically for bright
All this stress just showed me
That life is too short
To live that way
And too cheat on myself for too long
For now I'm free
Soon it will be 5 yrs
Since I was saved
I no longer let the fear
Control me and take
Everything I am
I will never fake
My feelings for myself
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