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not grown up at all
20 years of living,
and I still got no idea,
on how this shit works,
or what I'm supposed to be.

I look the same,
for the last five fu**ing years,
when I'm out for a drink,
they always ask for my ID.

20 years but not grown up at all..

I spend my time with myself,
trapped by my own walls,
avoid mirrors and reflections,
skinny bitch, at least I'm tall.

A little girl is all they see ,
and honestly that's how I feel,
stuck in time and never free,
maybe that's all I'll ever be.

© JoeyK