hello my dear self
it's been a year since you fall in love.. I just wanna know. how's it
are you happy... or sad.
can you tell.me.I wanna know.
how are you. how you spent time to that. .. how's the feeling to fall for someone who doesn't know that you exist.. . he doesn't even know your name..
he. doesn't even know that you fall for him.. or it's easy to say. that he didn't know you at all.
aren't you tired loving him.
even you know he will never loved you back.
aren't you tired... looking at him from a far..
self. just give up. he will never going to look at you. the way you did.
you just ended up hurting yourself
for loving a person. who doesn't know that you exist.
he doesn't even know your name.

aren't you tired of keep pretending
that you are happy . even we both know that your not

I heard you crying inside.
even there's no tears. in your eyes
because inside you have.
because you keep cheering
for him. wishing him. all the best.
but look at you.. u didn't even.
try to look into yourself.
wishing yourself the best also.

my dear self.
there's nothing wrong to give up or to take a rest if you feel tired..
there's nothing wrong to cry louder
there's nothing wrong to love your self first.
try to care on yourself more
before you care for someone..
ok..

© the broken flowers🌺🌻🌹🌷