Forever Be Free
Some nights I find it hard to sleep,
when I sit and obsess over the calories,
losing the weight for my own validity,
but the validation has never been free.
obsess over the label and the words it holds,
make sure I swallow my tears, don't I choke,
no one likes me too weighted, when my curves overflow
so I keep my cries muffled within my throat.
Beautiful beautiful what would it take,
Just to feel beautiful for one fucking day,
All for everyone and never for me,
Oh Aphrodite all I could want is to forever be free
...
when I sit and obsess over the calories,
losing the weight for my own validity,
but the validation has never been free.
obsess over the label and the words it holds,
make sure I swallow my tears, don't I choke,
no one likes me too weighted, when my curves overflow
so I keep my cries muffled within my throat.
Beautiful beautiful what would it take,
Just to feel beautiful for one fucking day,
All for everyone and never for me,
Oh Aphrodite all I could want is to forever be free
...