These games you play with me
I'm getting so bored with it
Those words you say to me
Their actions with it seems to fit

Come again to make me feel worthless
I misbehave and regret later
Talk to me all day to make me speechless
You intrude and destroy further


You live in my thought
You don't stop talking
You are the battles I fought
You don't stop hurting

You know my deep desires
I want to do good
You destroy all it's requires
I ended up doing bad

You should let me fight you
For my future self
Free me for future self
stop talking for my sanity sake
You should be working for me right?
I thought you were a part of me
Whatever made you turn against me?

let me know how to fight you,
in a way that won't cause my downfall.
free me,
so that I can be picked up from the ground floor
© maameJenn