Dedicated to my late meternal grandma

Sitting by the window,
on a cold afternoon .
Looking up at the sky ,
wondering if I'd see you anytime soon .
Hoping you'd come say hi ,
I still remember how painful it really was to say goodbye .
I am still waiting to wake up ,
to realise it's all just a nightmare.
I am still crying over life ,
it just can be so unfair.
I can never find in my heart to forget you.
Never in my soul to stop loving you....