How can I return now 5 years clean off the point.
I remember my past a day did not go bye where I didn't smoke a joint.
Do you wanna heir da dang truth about me.
Lison 2 how my heart begans to leak.
Lison 2 my life story.
See I was only 18 when I found out I was gonna be a dad.
Back then I only smoked weed.
Just lison gets a little sad.
My baby Moma promised me she'd never keep my kid away.
9 months later I couldn't see kate.
My heart was about to decay.
Tears running down my face.
My heart was in a maze never escaped till this day.
Ain't a pain pill in the world that could take away the pain.
My soul is bound in lava outtake rage.
My blood leaking painfully out the gate.
The Picture Out The Frame.
Freak Fame I'm In Sain.
Mentally deranged from mental breakdowns an heart Breaks.
Heart Akes.
A little after that I started smoking meth.
Turned 19 went to jail for cussing at the police.
They Said I come out swinging but I don't know I was drunk.
I remember that day cuz I was bumping my song ice in my teeth.
Got outa jail turned 20.
Got pulled over then they found a pipe under the seat.
I did that outa shame.
I guess I'm the reason why I can't see kate.
A little later I started shooting meth I became a junky.
You don't now what it's like for nobody to come around you like they don't love you.
Then I got a hold of some bad dope did a crazy 80 body turned dark red.
My heart felt like it was about to stop.
An all I can heir in my head was a little girl saying daddy please don't die.
I couldn't even cry my face was froze when I survived then I realized.
Now that I'm straightend up I wanna get to see kate.
God please help me I wanna see her I'm a father.