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MEMORIES.
#SentimentalValue
Young & naive I fell in love with you 8 years back,by then I knew love was all about words and affection,little did I know that love is more than that! blindly my feelings trapped me into this never did I know that I was enslaving myself to you!
The happiness feeling that I always had when he was around me,never did I want it to seize even for a second!
Each day and each moment our love blossomed into a strong emotional relationship yet from the very beginning my whole family had a rejection!
I couldn’t bare it,the thoughts of being far from him.
My parents taunts grew more and more from hours to days and to weeks,i knew if it continued like this soon I will lose myself!
I opened the gate and from home,i ran away into my lover’s arms where I rested!
At this point I didn’t want to listen to anyone ,I became deaf and dumb! sunken in love!
Hastily i decided to get married to him with or without my parent’s consent!
I said to myself,”this is my life and am the only one who chooses how to live it!”
The first days of my marriage were the best but later on turned to worse when I got pregnant of our first child , that is when I started seeing the true picture of him.
It was no longer love,it was no longer marriage,it felt like a disappointment,slowly by slowly resentment built in and the only person to blame was me ,myself!
Holding on and lieing to myself since am a mother for the sake of my children, i shouldn’t deny them the chance of growing up with their father beside them.
I no longer felt i was living,i felt I was suffocating,hiding myself from the rest of the world ,i would close myself in the room and on the bed is where i found relief!
Recently is when I gathered my strength and courage and the voice deep inside me,whispered “ for how long will you go on like this and endure all the pain like life doesn’t exist! it only starts with you to end all this”
I decided to close this chapter and the end of love story about me and him was sealed with a devorce!
Love is beautiful especially when you know it’s value and marriage dwells if their is peace and tranquility!
Presently what I hold on are the bitter memories ,the wedding photos and definitely above all our three beautiful angels.
#Memories#disappointments#marriage#weddingphotos#myAngels.
© SweetZz
Young & naive I fell in love with you 8 years back,by then I knew love was all about words and affection,little did I know that love is more than that! blindly my feelings trapped me into this never did I know that I was enslaving myself to you!
The happiness feeling that I always had when he was around me,never did I want it to seize even for a second!
Each day and each moment our love blossomed into a strong emotional relationship yet from the very beginning my whole family had a rejection!
I couldn’t bare it,the thoughts of being far from him.
My parents taunts grew more and more from hours to days and to weeks,i knew if it continued like this soon I will lose myself!
I opened the gate and from home,i ran away into my lover’s arms where I rested!
At this point I didn’t want to listen to anyone ,I became deaf and dumb! sunken in love!
Hastily i decided to get married to him with or without my parent’s consent!
I said to myself,”this is my life and am the only one who chooses how to live it!”
The first days of my marriage were the best but later on turned to worse when I got pregnant of our first child , that is when I started seeing the true picture of him.
It was no longer love,it was no longer marriage,it felt like a disappointment,slowly by slowly resentment built in and the only person to blame was me ,myself!
Holding on and lieing to myself since am a mother for the sake of my children, i shouldn’t deny them the chance of growing up with their father beside them.
I no longer felt i was living,i felt I was suffocating,hiding myself from the rest of the world ,i would close myself in the room and on the bed is where i found relief!
Recently is when I gathered my strength and courage and the voice deep inside me,whispered “ for how long will you go on like this and endure all the pain like life doesn’t exist! it only starts with you to end all this”
I decided to close this chapter and the end of love story about me and him was sealed with a devorce!
Love is beautiful especially when you know it’s value and marriage dwells if their is peace and tranquility!
Presently what I hold on are the bitter memories ,the wedding photos and definitely above all our three beautiful angels.
#Memories#disappointments#marriage#weddingphotos#myAngels.
© SweetZz
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