No matter how I remember that night of your departing day
Without notice you retracted your love and pronounced faith in betrayal
You forsaken the holy grail
But you did so without fail
Disregarding my own self devastating consequence what's has been burned into the psyche of my mind is Emelies face
Her screams as she. Was ripped from my grasp life seized meaning and understanding only to come with patience but in thus moment of inscrutable pain
Mommy never return and nothing was ever the same
I quiver still at the thought of disgruntled horror in her eyes
It's level of terror of thought matched only by the unbearable matter of heart wrenching fortune she expressed her grievancr through the sound of the sonic tremor in her cries
It radiates to vividly in my mind
.Mia sat quiet Unable to move while we took the burden there the ones who lose
Unable to sooth her sister father or mother into any peaceful resolve
She was forced to bear the nightmare of understanding as the world she knew like mine began to dissolve
I have grown
I have prospered I have conquered I have evolved but they still cry every Night trying to put together this puzzle they will one day maybe solve
Emelie begged me to not make her go
I could not control what I didn't even know
Heart split in too she couldntbsee daddy tomorrow and it ached
Only to be ridicule that our tears were unheard and our concerns were fake
Make no mistake the scar remains like a brand
Reminding them that people are like grains of sand , dragged into the ocean and never together again
They want family they want peace they want to love they want love if like it's asking to much to expect the least
In this trial there will be only one possible way they remain undivided not misguided and that's if there guardian is Unable to slay the beast




© Christopher j. Jarman