#WritcoPoemPrompt54
I feel my heart is wrenching and ask myself is it all worth it? The pain... the crying... the anguish...The constant reminder that I failed and I was never good enough. I feel as if there was a death the amount of grief I feel is tremendously affected who I am. I am destroyed by you was it worth it ??I am no more??was it better to of loved than never loved at all?? No because if I would of never loved I would still be here present living life because after you, I am nothing now and life all life has stopped, I have stooped ,I have failed I lost myself along the way I can't go on now hoe I can't even get out of bed.im dead. why take my soul why are u so cruel and so cold when at night I just needed u to hold. You made me hate u and for that I am truly thankful because loving you was not easy and now at least I know I never deserved someone who beat me . the way you degrade me the way you call me names I know for sure now it was not supposed to be that way , yet I let you and even came back for more , not scared of you anymore ya I'm just a whore ...right that's all u ever say but I'm the whore who always encourages you to pray then u never changed u never stopped even at the top u hurt my soul so much