oh! I was this close,
and he came like a dove.

just in a twinkle,
all occured like a riddle.

you seem to have control,
but just too fast to hold.

like a rolling stone,
it's coming and coming , then gone.

yet pulled out of the dark,
you never slipped into that land.

you feel it's a rebirth,
or attornment for guilt.

bitterness and darkness emerged,
then a sudden...