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Never looking back.
I think it's time for us to go our separate ways. No, not only for a couple days, forever its seems. I know it'll be hard. for u, Not Me, I said goodbye a long time ago. I walked out. I was never one to walk out, but I did. I made sure I locked the door and to not look back, I left your key on top of the mat. I don't want it anymore. I don't need it. I fought for a key that didnt belong to me.
after each and every "I'm so sorry" and the "I swear it'll never happen again's" it would still happen. I would tell you to stop, and nothing, I've officially decided to no longer let you in.
I no longer have the energy to deal with the constant lies, mood swings, and all the times you would blam me. I no longer have the energy to accept your half ass apologies.
I no longer wonder where you've been. I will no longer wonder how you are. I will no longer care. I didn't give up, no. I walked out. I was tired of putting my bolder in and getting a pebble to come out. I was constantly sleep deprived but always had hours to sleep.
after all I did, after all I said. Nothing changed. You never changed. I could yell and scream until my voice ran out and nothing, nothing you'd give out. instead of asking if I was okay, you were more worried if you'd still be in my life another day.
I don't want your explanations. I don't want to see you cry. i don't want your response. I really don't even want your goodbye.
I'm tired. I'm done.
So I've turned around. never to come back agian.
I packed everything, the memories you can keep.
but my trust and my love, i need that back.
The wounds you left me with will probably never heal. the words you said, I know weren't real. I hope you think of me, whenever you're alone. remembering ad you sit on your throne, built of lies and 3 minute calls.
You called me beautiful nicknames and made me feel loved. but that was all an act to play out a heartbreak on the big screen. I left without explanation, but this should help.
you put me through hell, when I was fighting for a heaven. a place to live in pure bliss.
but of a things, I know one very important thing. I'm never coming back. I'm detaching myself and moving on.
THE END.
after each and every "I'm so sorry" and the "I swear it'll never happen again's" it would still happen. I would tell you to stop, and nothing, I've officially decided to no longer let you in.
I no longer have the energy to deal with the constant lies, mood swings, and all the times you would blam me. I no longer have the energy to accept your half ass apologies.
I no longer wonder where you've been. I will no longer wonder how you are. I will no longer care. I didn't give up, no. I walked out. I was tired of putting my bolder in and getting a pebble to come out. I was constantly sleep deprived but always had hours to sleep.
after all I did, after all I said. Nothing changed. You never changed. I could yell and scream until my voice ran out and nothing, nothing you'd give out. instead of asking if I was okay, you were more worried if you'd still be in my life another day.
I don't want your explanations. I don't want to see you cry. i don't want your response. I really don't even want your goodbye.
I'm tired. I'm done.
So I've turned around. never to come back agian.
I packed everything, the memories you can keep.
but my trust and my love, i need that back.
The wounds you left me with will probably never heal. the words you said, I know weren't real. I hope you think of me, whenever you're alone. remembering ad you sit on your throne, built of lies and 3 minute calls.
You called me beautiful nicknames and made me feel loved. but that was all an act to play out a heartbreak on the big screen. I left without explanation, but this should help.
you put me through hell, when I was fighting for a heaven. a place to live in pure bliss.
but of a things, I know one very important thing. I'm never coming back. I'm detaching myself and moving on.
THE END.
