No light
No dark
No first
No last
No day
No night
No birth
No death

No ecstasy
No agony
Only in-between
Only apathy

The in-between is now my home
Anesthetized from the rough edges of anything real
No dreams allowed, but no nightmares either
I won’t harm myself, because I simply don’t feel

No vivid colors
No black
No white
No...