I don't wish to be dead
But I dream of getting swallowed by a black hole.
Seeing the eternal horizon with my bloodshot eyes,
Feeling it with my dying heart.
Freezing in the eternal void of space and time
Never to return back, again.
Never to be alive, again.
I don't wish to be dead,
But I want to know the taste of cyanide.
I'd never be able to tell how it tastes to anyone.
A secret I will take to my grave.
A truth I'd sleep with, on my death bed.
I don't wish to be dead
But I want to know how drowning feels like.
In middle of the sea.
Trying hard to breathe.
But something pulls me down and I keep fighting my way back up.
But the waters don't give up.
They break all my chains to the world and fill me up.
I don't wish to be dead
But I want to know how it feels to bleed to death
How a cut on my wrist can cut all my connections to the...