life was more fun before it happened,
I was happier even tho twas weird.
I'm now just another gloomy lazy girl
just like the others, I'm worser
more useless then them..

so now lemme be normal, lemme be useless, self centered, ordinary, predictable, not so cute or good, just like them crying behind everything, not so cheerful or optimistic shall I be.

I'm weird I tell myself to give and change myself,
but then the optimistic me pops up.
she always told she won't change for anybody, never in forever.
can't lose Infront of problems.
can't brag about regular problems,
won't be simp, forever kiddish, funny , mischievous and whatever they feel like ..
won't lose my power to bring smiles, I ain't losin' I won't give up!

just asking y'all to lemme express it all
may be it sadness or happiness
can't hold it like y'all..
don't stop me
don't be upset cuz of me
can be happy when I am
and make me happy if u wish
so I can make y'all happier..

wishing your smile never fades!





well I guess this letter is no use now 😂 for those cared are all gone!!!😐
© weirdope