Mind on rotation mode,
Wondering and wondering,
Am I a failure?
Perhaps a loser?
Take it easy, so they say.
I mean, easier said than done.

With no improvement,
I am losing patience,
With no improvement,
I am losing hope,
Not trying hard enough?
Maybe, but I think I am.

Not everyone will make it,
Am I part of those who won't?
Not everyone will reach the finishing line on time,
Maybe I am running late,
My thought.

Does it easy the pain?
Motivate me to keep trying?
Not even,

I am just a helpless soul with bug dreams,
At times dreams remains dreams,
Nothing less or more to it,
Truth of life,
One that we are running from,
Infact, THAT'S REALITY!
© Thato Mangwegape