I just wanted to like you nothing more, I allowed myself to have just one thought of you I knew it was never going to be true. That's were I went wrong. You became so much more.

Dispite of what I said, I told myself it was only in my head.
I now know that it wasn't right. My thoughts in my head run away with my integrity instead.
No longer locked away, I let them run though me until they ruled me.
How can I tell my wife that I broke her heart with out breaking it apart.

Your eyes were the first thing I noticed, with their light specs of gold. I could tell they held story's that haven't been told. It wasn't your hair and the way it reflects in light like the moon bouncing off water at midnight.
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