Walking down the path of this love journey with tears dripping down my face...
Longing for a hug that used to give me comfort...
Knowing to love you Is the same as hating to heart you...
I wish to love to hate to love you...


My tomorrow Is so dim...
My heart is covered in gloom...
All that I yearn for Is the lips that used to brighten my days,
A hand that used to lift me up,
A heart that used to love me....
And now you're no more...
I endlessly sob tears of loneliness and that of fear...

The storm of our love faded in the misdt of a fragile trust..
You left me...
My armour - you broke into pieces..
You left me shattered with no direction of life...
Ambushed the beast in me....

You awakened the dark side of love in me..
Confused my heart to be desperate to be loved...
And wickedness consumed inside..
You chose to darken our path of love..
Now I pray to love not to hate to love you ...
But I hate to love not to hate you...

In the dark - you left me...
Away you took the light of my heart...
Now I'm left in the wilderness thoughts of my tomorrow..
Knowing to love you Is the same as walking on broken glasses bare-footed..
I now love to hate to love you...

Today I live to dream..
I sleep to drown...
I cry to wish to be close to you..
For my relish - I betrothed to give to you...
To love you feels like I'm walking near the grave I plotted for myself..
I love to hate to love you.......

@KwenadiThobejane
Collection of sad poems