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99 problems
I say I have 99 problems
But not one of them are real
Only one person can solve them
And that person is me.
I'm afraid of making mistakes
I'm afraid of me
From love to hate
Am I truly happy?
I have 99 things to do
With one simple distraction
I lose
The focus
The energy
The time
To do the things I need to do
Disappointed faces when I try to explain
My cycle of chains
Has a mental strain
Fear can't be contained
Am I to blame?
I have 99 issues
Each one makes me angry
They seem to not make sense to others
So why do I even bother?
Everything is a mess
I thought it would just come to me
The focus
The energy
The time
I try my best
I fall again
I built it back with stress
Level one again
These mistakes are simple ones
But I overthink it 99 times
When will I learn?
Will I be here forever?
What can I do better?
© Vivid e_blue
But not one of them are real
Only one person can solve them
And that person is me.
I'm afraid of making mistakes
I'm afraid of me
From love to hate
Am I truly happy?
I have 99 things to do
With one simple distraction
I lose
The focus
The energy
The time
To do the things I need to do
Disappointed faces when I try to explain
My cycle of chains
Has a mental strain
Fear can't be contained
Am I to blame?
I have 99 issues
Each one makes me angry
They seem to not make sense to others
So why do I even bother?
Everything is a mess
I thought it would just come to me
The focus
The energy
The time
I try my best
I fall again
I built it back with stress
Level one again
These mistakes are simple ones
But I overthink it 99 times
When will I learn?
Will I be here forever?
What can I do better?
© Vivid e_blue
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