My heart aches cause I'm not like before to you.

My heart aches that I will have to do this to be myself.

My heart aches that the truth hurts but, I love myself more when I'm like this, rather than being the old me and getting stabbed back to back.

My heart aches when I have to govern my love towards you.

My heart aches to see me little by little stop loving you and to love myself instead.

My heart aches when I know you won't ever comprehend the truth.

My heart aches when I understand that I can't explain to you anymore.

My heart aches when my heart pleads to justify you, but you won't ever comprehend. You thought every word was an argument.

My heart aches when It knows you never understood the real me. You always comprehended me the opposite way.

My heart aches when it pleads to be my old self back.

My heart aches that I know being my old self will give away a great loss to lose my self-love and respect to make you delighted.

My heart aches when my hurt turns back to hurt you.

It's just it all hurts...
© Hazma Razak