19 views
Frustration
Have you ever felt like you are suffocating under a fresh air
Like you can pass out from heat in a room filled with air conditioners?
Have you gone insane at an moment you are suppose to act sane?
Well this is me when I practically can't provide answers to problems that are solvable to everyone
When life seems like a skinny jeans that is stuck at the hips while trying to relieve your bladder.
Sometimes I wanted to scream at the top of my voices just to relieve some gases of stress
But when I noticed the room is quiet I kept mute while screaming within
Sometimes I take my books and start tearing each pages after writing my wars on them and throwing them into a bin
Cos..
That's The only way I can express my frustration in a sane way without acting insane
Sometimes when the bomb is about to go off in my brain I gulp water just to calm the fire cos I know it can't stop it
I look around me with a smile while the waves of frustration is so high that I'm getting drown
Sometimes I stay awake and tell people I'm keeping vigil not to pray but just to whisper and bite my bed while transferring the frustration at the bed spread.
Have you ever laugh out loud at a joke but u are laughing at yourself cos u are already a joke within
Keeping it together while knowing the pipe holding the water is about to go off
And all you can do is to laugh and funny enough people join to laugh as well not knowing you are not with them
What a joke...
Frustration!! A word u pronounce with stress and can drain you mentally
It can be like a fire in a Harmattan season
When u ignite your fire on someone who is a ticking bomb then u hear the explosion sound of wars and curses
With no availability of water to quench the flame cos u can't quench it, it can only dies when it is exhausted.
You know when you clench your fist just for your to hold your frustration in but deep down you know a day is coming when you are going to reply the boss....
Sometimes we count Down so that you forgets about it when you know the minutes left to save the words is gradually reducing.
It drains your spirit when bottled and render you weak when released
© beanbhasail
Like you can pass out from heat in a room filled with air conditioners?
Have you gone insane at an moment you are suppose to act sane?
Well this is me when I practically can't provide answers to problems that are solvable to everyone
When life seems like a skinny jeans that is stuck at the hips while trying to relieve your bladder.
Sometimes I wanted to scream at the top of my voices just to relieve some gases of stress
But when I noticed the room is quiet I kept mute while screaming within
Sometimes I take my books and start tearing each pages after writing my wars on them and throwing them into a bin
Cos..
That's The only way I can express my frustration in a sane way without acting insane
Sometimes when the bomb is about to go off in my brain I gulp water just to calm the fire cos I know it can't stop it
I look around me with a smile while the waves of frustration is so high that I'm getting drown
Sometimes I stay awake and tell people I'm keeping vigil not to pray but just to whisper and bite my bed while transferring the frustration at the bed spread.
Have you ever laugh out loud at a joke but u are laughing at yourself cos u are already a joke within
Keeping it together while knowing the pipe holding the water is about to go off
And all you can do is to laugh and funny enough people join to laugh as well not knowing you are not with them
What a joke...
Frustration!! A word u pronounce with stress and can drain you mentally
It can be like a fire in a Harmattan season
When u ignite your fire on someone who is a ticking bomb then u hear the explosion sound of wars and curses
With no availability of water to quench the flame cos u can't quench it, it can only dies when it is exhausted.
You know when you clench your fist just for your to hold your frustration in but deep down you know a day is coming when you are going to reply the boss....
Sometimes we count Down so that you forgets about it when you know the minutes left to save the words is gradually reducing.
It drains your spirit when bottled and render you weak when released
© beanbhasail
