In every aspect,
Deep into Sadness I hover..

I've been living in Covid,
Using masks just to cover..

Now leaving out,
I got two tasks,
To put on two masks..

Clostrophobia is settling,
Like fucking too fast..

The walls are closing,
The ceiling lowering..

My skin is itching..
If this the end,
Then shit its showing..

Gotta force a smile,
To deal with the public,
So they won't know it.

Cause I'm a private introvert,
My professions in the open,
So I won't show it.

Depression's not a badge,
Don't wanna wear it.

Cause the damage irreversible,
It's taking toll and wearing..

Me down,
Collect the rebound,
And keep it balling.

Life done drove me to a borderline fucking alcoholic.

My blood boiling,
Tempers flaring,
Cause life is getting old.

No jacket for underneath your skin,
The world is deeply cold,
It touch ya soul...

Will I escape the submission,
That's held from the opposition?

Gotta deal with input on my life,
From others propositions.

But I'm sailing in another dimension,
Not even worried of you.

Living every day from my decisions,
I've never scurried from you.

Now I'm up in arms,
My efficiency is potent.

I breathe and stretch the wind from my win,
And now the rooms open.

I can breath again,
Baby now I can breathe again,
J-Lo.

Watch me love and live it,
Mad cause you ain't got no say so.

Yeah I often lay low,
But,
Yeah I often stay high.

Made it out the room that was caving,
And formed into a fly guy.



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