You think you have done a great deal by hurting her...
Yes you did...
You broke her from within..
You hurted her most innermost thoughts..
You did the work of adding more salt to her wounds..
You added thousands more painful memories..
You ditched her as other's did..
You were the weakest soul she was leaning on..
You made her more sensitive..
You turned her most real beautiful smile into fake..
You turned up to be the biggest liar she ever trusted..
You left with a question mark of where she was lacking behind..??
She Cries not for you, no she doesn't..
She cries coz she lost herself in you..
She weeps at night not seeing you online but remembering the days she waited to see you online..
You left her with no reason no Word's ofcourse coz she never gave you ever any point where you can leave..
You left coz you were offered a good option..
You didn't gave her any hint nor did anyone tell her..
But you are aware with the fact that she could feel you even though you were miles away..
Today you are far away from her..with no communication..
But not from her Thoughts ever you will be..
You did something she will never forget,but also with something she never wish to remember...
She will forgive..coz she can't leave with the grudge of holding an ungrateful soul ever.
Remember she loved you with all her heart all her soul..
She gave everything she could with a pure dedication..
She has lost something , which she considered was her everything..
You left her for something which you think will lead you to everything but in Real its NOTHING..
Life goes on and it has too..
But leaving a hole in someone's heart with a bad memory and painful thought is like a life having millions of dishes of food with no tongue to taste...
She is sure you are happy somewhere on this planet planning for a better future with her...
And she believes you will have it too..
Coz she never wished or will ever wish to give the same pain or visit the same painful path she has experienced.
You made a good joke of her real precious love and Feeling's she carried for you and still she carries.
You gave her joy, respect, happiness with your presence..
And when you left..
Yes that same very day when you hugged her with a promise of not leaving her..
That same day you gave her a tremendous greif of not being herself anymore..
She lost her everything in form of Nothing.
You made her feel she was a failure but Reality is she won the game of love by not offering it to undeserving person..
You made her realize her love was weak.but in real her love was far more precious you could ever hold on to..
You made her feel worthless because only a person with worth can know her actual value..
She chose you from millions and you joined the millions with a proof you were not at all Unique nor the Special Chosen one for her..
You were the part of her journey with a lesson of not trusting anyone who says will never leave..
She is thankful and will be always for teaching her the best lesson of life.
You think you deserve claps on it...
Yes you do..
YES YOU WERE MY LESSON..
But..
I WILL BE YOUR LOSS...✌️