It's being a decade
still seems unreal to me
all the wonderful days we spent
all the whispers of our hope
all the caravans of our dreams
all stopped, stagnant
in a fleeting moment.

An obscurity
beyond my understanding,
a perceiving mystery
comprehensive and complex,
leaving me in the dark
isn't that so cruel?

the sunshine of your smiles
which I've missed
the crazy times we had
which I despise to let go
the charming and cunning
words in your unclear statements
the possessed taste of your kisses
which I now regret,

All fade away like a passing wind
neither a sentence of reason
nor a single note or sheet ,
here i am, alone!!
struggling to find comfort elsewhere,
but to no avail
than to feel like a Maverick
adored by the world
yet finds love in none

One day,
I hope I find you
maybe you will finally
say me a word
bitter or sweet
I won't mind
till then.


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