My mind feels heavy
I can't bear it anymore
I won't go back to him
Let him
If he wants
I tried understanding
a lot and a lot
Not anymore I say
Now too
I try to make excuses for his ignorance
Disrespect
I tried again and again
I even bounced back
as I believe in death
Before it arrives, all feeling
Should be shattered here, I thought
Now even if we have moments
If he is willing to hear
I will open up and switch off
my burden and go away
far away to my safe place
To nature, to woods
To mee!
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