and here I am,
still getting hurt when I remember the past
..
i find it hard to trust you
it hurts me again and again
..
especially when I know,
you don't love me too
..
me getting hurt is just okay
that's none of your business anyway
..
All I could do is be distant
say I'm alright
..
But whenever I'm reminded of the past
I get stabbed by pain in my chest
..
It's hard to forget
But I have already forgiven you
It's hard to trust
Even though I still love you
it's hard to think i'm fine
when I feel so broken
the past was an example
now, it's scary that you might do it again
i know i'm stupid
i'm naive
and much scarier cause
you mightve known that

© wrhyn