I am like the expired candies,
trapped in a jar, on a shelf,
I am like a fading rainbow,
all my colors are black and white,
I am like the hand that chokes,
my own neck from time to time,
I feel like the useless joker,
from the stash of cards sometimes,
When I try to breath my lungs collapse,
When I run my feet leave my stance,
If I try to hold on to someone,
they disappear like a bird in the mist,
unclear, uncertain to...