They told me to be ambitious-- always wanting more;
Lately; I hear too many 'OR'.
Constantly they reminded me not to sit, but to stand and fight;
It's too dark at my corner, nothing to sight.
Words of hope we received to keep my hopes up; to fight till I reach the top;
Lately; I feel like my brain is chopped...

Nothing clear, road too broken,
Plenty bothering me; I keep them unspoken;
Concealed in my small mind, not a word I have spoken,
Don't think it's funny; I'm not joking.

Pressure...