Desires that are.

Life sometimes gets cold and black leaving my spirit, in the damp and lonely dark.
It makes me feel like I’ve lost my way when more emptiness, fills my broken heart.
It has been much years of loneliness without true love, or a special kind of spark.
Now the only memory that still remain, leaves me with more unwanted scars.

(More unwanted scars...)

Scars that sits beyond the many faces, I have to hide behind this stupid mask.
Now it leaves my soul feeling used and branded, with decay that rot my heart.
It lets me know that beauty lies within us all, cascading blindness over love.
Just one more chance to give it all away without, trying too damned hard.

(Trying too damned hard...)

Like playing senseless games that captivate you, like a fading shooting star.
And when you realise that time is gone for you to find, your one and only love.
You’ll find yourself inside a battle twist, with a never ending war.
Now we open up our hearts to solitude, that entertain us in the dark.

(Entertain us in the dark...)

It leads to shameless innocence as our souls, get ripped and torn apart.
By debauched and lecherous desires, that we seek in human art.
We convince ourselves that its acceptable to feed the sins, in our selfish hearts.
Untill one day we wake up to the reality, that likes to bite and bark.

(That likes to bite and bark...)

When love finally touch our heart we jump, and suddenly we stand on guard.
Not to let just anyone inside so easily, yet we prayed real hard.
But boredom sometimes crawls inside a mind, where some wickedness will start.
With desires that entwine with lust and borders, with fantasies too dark.

(Fantasies too dark...)

So what am I to do with all the craziness, crawling inside my hollow heart?
Is it love,lust or just a fantasy, with pleasures in the lonely dark?
A Solo voyage of sinful needs that im taking up, with the one and only GOD!
Rip my soul out from this bottomless shell, and bliss these immortal desires that are!

Immortal desires that are!


Theuns de Bruyn.