kitni ajeeb si baat hei main bhut bolne wala shksh jiska ab mn hi nhi karta baat karne ka...
pata nhi kyun pr mn karta hei ki bs chupchaap kahin ekant mei baith jaaun jakr,aur iske vipreet mere mn ka shor
mujhe sukoon nhi lene deta,koi mujhse
pooch le ki kya chl rha hei mind mei
to main khud hi nhi janta ki kya chl rha hei bs dhor hei bhut sare vicharon ka,

thk gaya hei mn ab
ab mn nhi karta kisi se kuch kahne ka
na hi kuch share karne ka
waise bhi hm aoni baatein unhi se share
krte hein jo unhe sun ne mei intrested ho,aur mere paas aisa koi nhi,
ajeeb sa daur chl raha hei zindagi ka
akrlepn se bhi dr lg raha hei
aur mahfilen bhi achi nhi lagtin,
samjhnhi ata ki krna kya chahte hein
bs mn karta hei ki hme sukoon se jine diya jaye na hm kisi ko paresaan kare
na koi hme.....
is hi liye ab rishto se dr lgta hei
kyunki log judenge to
expect karenge wo hmse aur hm unse
na main is kabil bacha hoon ki
kisi ko khush rkh sakoon
na mujhe kisi se umeed rakhni hei ki
wk meri khushi ki zimedari len...
bs guzara chlta rahe kisi tarh
jb tk zinda hein..wahi kafi hei..

sirf log dukh dete to baat alag thi,
yahan to kismat ne zindagi ne
bhi sath nhi diya itna aazamaya
aur aazama rahi hei bs mn karta hei
kahan chup jaaun ki ab koi aazmaish
ya dukh ka samana na karna pade..

pata nhi kaise hoga sb
maine to hathiyaar daal diye hein,

ab main bhut hatash aur nirash ho chuka hoon...ab mn nhi karta
kuch bhi karne ka...
© i am toxic