I am bad at writing, but sometimes I wanna write,
I wanna write about the pain , the pain of my heart
I wanna write ever horrible experiences i had but don't know where to start

I am sorry , i mean I am not but these are the initial words that comes out of my mouth
I mean I am hurt by the people around me
They say mean things to which sadly i agree

People are pretty open, open with there intrusive thoughts towards you
And the ones who truly wish the best for you are very few
My well-wishers are very close to my heart
But the heartful words of people are even more closer then the arrow to the centre of its dart

I know I am aware of my worst qualities
They are ten times more then my abilities
So here I am standing alone without a Budge
And i have openly shared my worst qualities so you can easily judge

The reality is life is all about lesson
Getting out of one and into another mission
People who hurt will always remain the same
Because it is a part of themselves which over the years they have gained
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