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Mommy & Daddy Issues
It’s hard to accept that she’s gone now.

Two years ago,
I didn’t care that much
But now it really hit me
and I miss her so much.

She played the mother role
for my absent mother.
She was the one who cared for me,
we went shopping together,
we got our nails done,
that’s all gone now.
I won’t get that from my mother
she would expect ME to ask her
and not the other way around.

My mother lived with me
and my grandfather for a few years
but she’s in her own place now.
It’s been a few months
and I wanted her to leave
but now I’m sadder than ever
I have to live with feeling abandoned
once again.

My father isn’t in my life
but I have a father figure
who is my grandfather.
I still have daddy issues regardless
because my grandfather
can be much at times.
I don’t feel comforted by him
instead, I feel that I have to be strong.

I’m left with mommy and daddy issues
and it’s something I’ve accepted
because I feel that I have to.

© eyesthatcry