The conversations in my mind eats me up,

The opinions kills me,

All those conversations stop me from moving on,

All the little things you do plays in my mind forever, 

Over thinking everything you said,

And that kills me,

Waiting for you kills me but

 I can't stop thinking about you, 

Memories of you kills me,

All the nights I waited for you but you never came,

All the times I called your name,

And you didn't bother to reply,

All the times I ignored your mistakes, 

You kept your intentions hidden, 

And everything now reminds me of you;

And when the weather changes and you wrapped me into a hug but your heart belonged to someone else, 

And all those sleepless nights thinking about you, 

All those tears I shed for you were worthless, 

Because you never cared, you never loved me,

You never asked me how I was,

And when I did the same to you 

You walked away from my life 

And I realized promises are meant to be broken;



16th August 2024


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