Amidst the shinning faces
I'm immersed so deep down
where darkness is my only pal
Where the loudest screams are unheard
Scars hidden beneath that big convincing smile
Being okay is a new trend
which I can't follow anymore
Lost in a world
So dark and isolated
As I stare at nothingness
Wanna feel it again
neither i could feel it
nor the numbness goes
But it only plunges me farther down
where the only ray of hope is
I aint dead yet.