Strenuously pushed below without any sign of relief,
without guidance from a soulmate I wished to keep,

As I weep her hatred cuts me down at my feet,

I can't walk alone feeling so bleak,
The mountain in front is too steep,
My heart rate no longer beeps,
As the enemies crowd in fleets,
Peace is the only thing I seek,
So let me wither alone as I creep,
Lowly upwards towards this peak.

As I realize who she has molded from my old self,
It's another reality so far back into my own hell,
My integrity that kept me true, placed on a shelf,
Kept myself from progressing, but I couldn't tell.

The slithering ruefulness entrapped my mind,
In time covered in slime,...