i'm afreid to mixed up with people ..
cos in this world people try to cross paths and thought but not hearts ..
even if they say 'i know u batter than you.'
none of them can hear how u feel ,what thing is hurt..

I'm afried to belong any body cos know well ,
even I put myself aside for them, they still choose what is theirs mind ..
even so they say 'they are with you'
none of them will stay same and than relations become dirt..

I afraid to loos people ,
even know they are for while ..
it's me silli who believe everyone is equally important as they are mine ..

becoming friend is easy and sharing even thoughts..
sharing same way or choosing deferent path
even they say 'they can be besty ' none of them held friendship that tight ..

even I know starting any relationship is easy..but for human staying , in a same point hard ..
it's a unpredictable like a game cards..

when u have luck of chance to win everyone heart ..
when it you'll be lack of luck than ,wictory is also far ..

even if they say ' put your trust in me '
none of them getting affected by your broken trust..
they do what is right for them
that is sure when comes time ..

I'm afried to put my belief of anybody easly ..
cos every one change ,
given after a scar ..
I'm not a tree who will take it like it's a art ..

every changes affect me ,even I'm near you or far ..
I believe to not get up my hope or others..
which become someday a scar..
I'm afried to held a pain in heart till my death ..
I will take a simple way to live or even staying aside like a stone on a path..
cos may be ,
no I'm sure!!

I afried to be changing myself ,
or say
i afraid to involve in anything which could be change

cos I love my happiness
and my smile on face..


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© pratima das