It feels like being in a deep hole and I can't find a way out
it feels like I have become mute since there's never a listening ear and not a no-judging soul
It feels like am drowning in my tears since there's never a shoulder to lean on

My heart is empty and dark
My heart seeks to be loved
Not the kind that has turned me into an empty shell
Not the kind that ripped the smile off my face
But...