Exhausted from my unheard screams
Tired of crying to the desolate pillow
Stressed by problems that aren't mine
All my days are a loop of shattered illusions.

Taking to cease my invasive madness
I turned my back when I wanted to do what's right
I don't promise to deal with my addiction to failure
I need to confront all my anxious demons.

I let myself be stranded in the weariness of fear and got trapped
I forced myself to please unworthy people
I wished to end my life, but I don't want to
And here I am, writing a text about my fallacies.

I hallucinated a love I'll never have in my life
I stopped making wishes to dead stars
I lost the battle of my emotions trying to make you come back
That night you said you loved me, was it really true?
© Azhex