Waiting to go
can't stand here no more
I can't even cry anymore
the tears they just come and go
don't mean anything anymore
all the anger is gone
all the hate and fear disappeared
all I feel is empty
I just want to leave
and never return back
stay in a strange land
where no one else exists
even if I'll have to give up on this life
I think I am ready
but it's not that easy
I just want to disappear
so badly
can't take this
not anymore
I am done
if I wait a few more days
I might lose it infront of somebody
help me go
help me be somewhere
I can live or die for it
just want peace
just want to leave

© ~notyourfavperson