Why am I still doing this
What would I truly miss
The constant wondering of who’s ass to kiss
Slimy snakes who writhe and hiss
The stressful nights I can’t dismiss
While trying to dream of splendid bliss
Let me ask
Why am I still doing this
Is it because it’s all I’ve ever known
Afraid I will end up forever alone
Endlessly caught in this twilight zone
My eternal place of rest still to be shown
With seeds of doubt still not sown
Let me hear
Have my dreams been blown
How do I save myself from this mess
When you can’t give more and care even less
When know one can see you when your in distress
As you continue to send out an SOS
My shattered dreams I still hold and caress
Let me pray
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