I'm probably being too much,
I just want to memorize you-
For when we no longer speak,
For when we no longer see eachother.
Which is coming soon.

Just a few more days until then.
Until we say our final goodbyes.

It's strange, I feel my heart,
Shattering into a million pieces.
Yet at the same time,
I'm accepting it.

Whatever will make you happy,
Even if it isnt I.

You need to find yourself,
Is the basis of what you told me.

I have always thought of us as a team-
But I now see you do not think the same way as I.

Go out there,
Get what you need.
Get what you want.

I want you to be happy,
Yet I can't help but to be somewhat selfish.

Because I want to be there,
For the journey,
For you.

It hurts,
But I am not going to argue.
As long as you are happy,
That's what matters most to me.

So from now on,
I will stop trying.
I will just live through the memories we once shared.

Although it hurts,
It will make you happy,
And that's why I'm willing.

Just know I will always be here,
Even if we havent spoken in 10 years,
I will always be here.

I love you immensely,
And that's why I am willing to do this.

Thank you for everything you have done.
I really appreciate it all. I really do.

Love you always.