"Chewed "

When you left me you killed me from inside.
It almost felt lik you were the only reason
i felt alive "so strange isn't "?,
I felt suffocated and
even dead from inside .
I was shattered, lost and dead till
I became numb .
Each night I found myself
drowning in a black sea of heavy emotions. That made me start to fear the night .
I always ask myself the dumbest question did I really mean nothing to you or was I ever anything?
I asked you to stay no actually
I begged , cried ...ran after the car you disappeared with but you chose to leave .
It now feels more like
I was your pawn on a chessboard
you didn't care if your would
hurt my feelings .
You promised me a forever
yet you fought me off like a firefighter.
It's hard to face the truth but
I'm just glad I know I was nothing to you
" I know the difference between
loving someone and in love "


Wish my mother taught me that earlier.


From Sean to "......"

###from my book -Trapped by an ANOMALY- by Munashe Mapati #web novel uploading

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