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Anxiety
My anxiety is attacking me.
Whenever I'm alone.
I just feel a sudden burst of emotion.
I don't even know the reason.
I don't know why?
I felt like I want to cry or I want to die.
I also feel that I'm just a disappointment.
A sudden changes of my emotions.

I sometimes think of killing myself.
There's a sudden urge of hurting myself.
I felt that I'm useless and worthless.
I feel unlove and unimportant.
Doesn't feel like everyone notice me.
Does anyone like me? Care for me?

I badly want to harm myself.
I really want to be hurt.
I am thinking of stabbing my chest.
Or just simply cutting my wrist.
All of this strange feeling.
Every time my anxiety is attacking.
All i care is to die.
All i want is to die.

© mhrirepe