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Chaos - a mayhem
chaos
my immense hate for chaos indefinable

my heart screams out when i see or even feel chaotic..
i feel this massive confusion type of feeling everytime.

my breathe is suddenly going up
my head feels dizzy, like i'm in a roller coaster,
I'm trembling
sweating..
my heart is throbbing!

Tears started trinkling down my eyes
all the people are pushing me around
trying to walk properly but my leg it's shivering
ugh my ear, now i have this vicious sound..

Im pulling my hair , getting all the anger out on them..
at that point
i just wished to god that the world doesn't loose a beautiful gem!

i am chaos
and i loathe this form of myself.

when i hear the voice inside me
i can only gather confusion and nothing else

it's almost like there is another person inside me....
who actually enjoys seeing myself gloomy

chaos
the worst kind of mayhem
and it, lives inside me.

© aarushi-