SELF-INTROSPECTION
CAME A LONG WAY,
THOUGH
I REALLY DID NOT CARE.
THE JOURNEY WAS TOUGH AND I WASN'T AWARE.
LOST SOME FRIENDS,
LEARNED SOME LESSONS,
HARDLY KNOW WHAT HAPPENED.
SOME SAY,
IT'S PRE-WRITTEN,
I CHUCKLED,
THOUGH A LITTLE AMAZED,
AS IF THE SAYING DOESN'T PROCESS (IN MY BRAIN).
IF IT SEEMED TO BE TRUE,
THEN WHY FIGHT FOR WHAT GOD DID NOT WANT TO GAVE?
EACH DAY I LIVE -
WHEN I WANT TO DISAPPEAR,
WHEN MY HEART WANTS TO SLEEP FOREVER,
WHEN MY LUNGS DON'T WANT ME TO INHALE ANY MORE AIR.
EACH DAY I FIGHT WHEN MY WORDS ARE NO LONGER MY PRIDE.
I WONDER,
WHY DID HE MAKE THIS HEART SO FRAGILE
THAT IT CANNOT TOLERATE?
KNOWING THAT,
I THINK HE SHOULD BE MORE CONSIDERATE.
I KNOW,
I'M ASKING FOR TOO MUCH,
AS IF HE DIDN'T NEED TO GIVE ME A HEART IN THE...
THOUGH
I REALLY DID NOT CARE.
THE JOURNEY WAS TOUGH AND I WASN'T AWARE.
LOST SOME FRIENDS,
LEARNED SOME LESSONS,
HARDLY KNOW WHAT HAPPENED.
SOME SAY,
IT'S PRE-WRITTEN,
I CHUCKLED,
THOUGH A LITTLE AMAZED,
AS IF THE SAYING DOESN'T PROCESS (IN MY BRAIN).
IF IT SEEMED TO BE TRUE,
THEN WHY FIGHT FOR WHAT GOD DID NOT WANT TO GAVE?
EACH DAY I LIVE -
WHEN I WANT TO DISAPPEAR,
WHEN MY HEART WANTS TO SLEEP FOREVER,
WHEN MY LUNGS DON'T WANT ME TO INHALE ANY MORE AIR.
EACH DAY I FIGHT WHEN MY WORDS ARE NO LONGER MY PRIDE.
I WONDER,
WHY DID HE MAKE THIS HEART SO FRAGILE
THAT IT CANNOT TOLERATE?
KNOWING THAT,
I THINK HE SHOULD BE MORE CONSIDERATE.
I KNOW,
I'M ASKING FOR TOO MUCH,
AS IF HE DIDN'T NEED TO GIVE ME A HEART IN THE...