What is it?
What is it holding me back?
I can't sense or feel anything anymore the same way i used too
I can't feel the rushing flood through my veins
I can't sleep anymore the same way i used to, a sound sleep is far away for me
I close my eyes be consciously sleep for few hours. It isnt enough for me to run
I lost interest in running as i can barely move
Four walls feels safe, is it really safe
Because my mind see through the further and recall the past . What safety im looking for when i doubt the air im breathing in, i can't trust
As my trust got beaten up.
Love-- innocent --non -judgmental you can't be! says my past.
I...