I am going to be straight with you. Firstly, I would rather had said this in person, face to face, but I don't think that would be good for me right now.
Secondly, I am not angry. I am not mad or upset or sad or happy as I write this. Read it as monotone, because there's no inflection in the words. They are just words, meant to convey their personal meanings.
Sister, I love you. I love you to death, and I would sacrifice myself for you a thousand times over if I had to. I only want whats best for you, and I've tried to think of you in all my choices because your my sister and deserve to be thought about in whether or not I did something drastic.
Sister, that said, as a team, as sisters... as humans, you can't just keep thinking about yourself. The relationship is both of us. My feelings and yours. I understand that we...