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Everything is my fault.
I blame myself for everything that has happened to me.
I blame myself for being molested from age 3-7.
I blame myself for not having a father.
I blame myself for getting raped at age 10.
I blame myself for not opening up, so I could of healed when I was younger.
I blame myself for every guy treating me like shit.
I blame myself for my guy wanting other women.
I blame myself for not having anyone being my friend.
I blame myself for getting bullied.
I blame myself for having scoliosis.
I blame myself for not able to gain weight.
I blame myself for not able to protect myself from any kind of abuse.
I'm starting to see why I don't get treated right, because everything is my fault. I finally opened up my eyes to see that now. I'm nothing great.
© Charlotte B.