Why am I like this?
What if they leave me?
Terrible. Stupid. Lazy. Worthless person.
You do nothing good in this world, your life means nothing.
Who could ever think to love you.

Those thoughts that plague my mind every day,
Throbbing with the pain of negativity.
My mind like an endless river of doubt and self-pity.
Crashing waves of insults and belittling comments
To drown any happiness that may fall in.

My body feels like a broken glass,
Leaking any good that gets poured into it
And leaving only feelings of emptiness.
No good can stay too long within me,
Lest it leave or somehow...