I push myself very hard,
Trying not to think about you all the time.
I truly try to disregard,
But it's you I come back to , all the time.

Loosing you for me was frightening,
A cut so deep that had no cure.
But forgetting you is more than that,
A pain that I can't endure.

I have loved you and forever will,
Till the day I finally die.
I'll be your angel in the dark ,
When no one else will hear your cry.

I know you won't come back to me
No matter how hard I try
I know I can't have you back,
But my love for you, I can't deny.

© Ishani